I feel that I should better stop posting all my emotional things concerning about my relationship. Even he didnt mention a single thing but kept in private. So why would do that? I mean it feels good to write them all out but believe me. It's not that feels good when you find out that you published which he kept private. Am I crazy? Or can I assume that it depends on the individual?? Maybe I wanna let somebody knows about this, but he doesnt want to?? Wait a sec. Why am I bothering about all this?