Dear Diary,

I had a very sad, tough & stressful week. Especially, my emotion, there were all bruises and cuts. My mind couldnt find anything for fun or cool down. Lots of things & difficulties in my mind. How am I suppose to say out to my pumpkin??? He's also occupied with his stuff. Never mind. There's only one place I can go and I'm going there this evening. Maybe the whole night. I would go there at any cost. ...................should be ok....should be fine.....it's just one week. One week!! But within this one week, lots of things came in to my life. How can I tell this ????

tSunami in my heart!! ........................................................................................I've said so many things this evening

It's been really really long time since I last posted here. Got lots of changes in my life. Dont even know how to start. hmm.. :p ... ok! Start from Career. Kinda settling down already. My area's got lots of adhoc things. They come in out of no where all of a sudden. LOL!! Quite challanging; so sometimes quite fun!! Ha Ha!! Come whatever! =p Next, my family. My youngest bro. so called "max" is in p2 now. So my aunt's also here. My mom's still in Singapore, too. She'll visit quite often.

So much for my head. Now, let my heart speaks. I know you love me and you know I love you. We'll be together forever. I will be waiting for you, my love. I had your words and you have mine,too. Our precious moments we spent together will never fade away. And we've got our own dreams to make them come true.

If I let you go, I would never know what my life would b, holding you close to me. Will I ever see that you're smiling back at me??? How will I know if I let you go????

Close enough to see it through~ close enough to trust in you~

I wanna grow old with you~I wanna die lying in your arms~I wanna be looking in your eyes~I wanna be there for you, sharing in every thing you do~I wanna grow old with you~

*mwak!! I love you, baby!